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The One In The Darkness

My feet sink into the Earth. My nerves speak to the mycelium in the language of the stars. I am a part of the darkness and the darkness is a part of me.

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The One With The Reflections Of 37

It is winter here. I can feel the chill of the breeze on my cheeks. The nights are long. Everything around me is resting. And I know that the closing of these chapters in my life is allowing new ones to be written.

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The One With The Blue Pen

This is a story about my journey across Country, or my great initiation. It taught me about connection to Land and connection to Spirit, and reminded me what it means to feel truly alive.

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The One With The Cutting Of The Threads

I’d never planned for this road trip to be a minor initiation, but it turned out to be. I would travel across south-eastern Australia, for seven days in a 2005 Nissan Xtrail I named Xander.

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The One With The Cacao at Lake Atitlan, Guatemala

That was the day I knew the power of the cacao medicine. That was the day I knew that I might one day honour the myth Izaias shared with me and guide the medicine out of the forests, and into the hearts of those who come my way.

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The One With The Reflections of 36

One of the most beautiful things about being gifted thirty-six years of life is the ability to have had enough time to know the seasons of change.

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The One With The Decision To Move to Malta

As we enter 2022 and embark on another beautiful cycle around the sun, I am determined to live a simple life with an open heart and work on finding that deep sense of peace and acceptance within myself.

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The One With The Reflections Of 32

I write these reflections as I enter my 33rd year of life and reflect on time, patience, courage and what it means to feel truly content.

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